its almost going to be a year since we broke up, I miss him more then ever right now. I miss him. its 2 am and I miss him … haven’t missed him this much in a long time. why now? I miss you. and i hate it. I know you’re def finitely not thinking about me. At all. why am i crying. i dont want to cry for you. especially because you don’t care about me. my heart is weak right now. I need to stop missing you.caring about you. thinking about you. Im in love with our memories, and although they make me happy when i think of our past memories, by the end of the day I know we probably wont ever do them again, and it makes me sad. yes they were happy moments but, all those happy moments put together will never overcome the sadness I feel right now. I wish you could have waited those two months…but you couldnt, and maybe you did me a favor but…i still miss you.
venting…
